Saturday, October 22, 2011

I miss you

I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
Especially this month because here's where,
you left.
And I can't explain it, because I barely new you.
But I've seen pictures.
Pictures of you.
Pictures of me.
Pictures of you holding me.
I've heard wonderful stories. Amazing stories
of you being a wonderful mother. A wonderful grandmother.
And I can't help but miss you.
I miss you.
I love you.
And I know you're watching over me everyday. And still....
I can't help but
miss you.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

I know

I know I wasn't the hardest hit.
And I know my side isn't even
But I still felt it. That abrupt ending.
The sadness of the contact.
But I know I wasn't the only one.
And I won't ever be.
And that's nice that I don't have to be alone.
And it's nice that I can see the scratches and stains
and hurt parts. It's nice that they can see mine too.
I know that for certain.
I definitely know.

Monday, October 3, 2011

As of late

As of late my life has been pretty hectic! Who knew the life of a stage manager was so crazy!!!! I've realized some things about myself in this whole process.

1. I never gave my previous stage managers enough credit.
2. I can't wait to get back ON stage.
3. I love the theater even more than I knew....

This show has tried my patience and my sanity, but I have come to love it. I'm ready for something new though. Something that challenges me in a new way.

In other news, I have the best friends in the world!!! I totes
got surprised on Saturday by My Michael and The Sterling!!! Best surprise ever :) They mean the world to me and I'm so stoked they got to see the show! AND ME!
Or maybe the best surprise was the Double Double burger from In-N-Out waiting on my doorstep as I got home.... ;)

Food For thought....