Wednesday, December 29, 2010

The end

I don't know why, but this time of year (New Years) ALWAYS bums me out. My best best best friend Arryn was like "I love it. It's a time to start all over. A fresh start." And she's probably right. :) But in my mind it's like "It's over." So what can I do, to make myself excited about the new year?

Right now, I'm kind of freaking out to be honest. I'm excited, and scared....nervous and confident. What does this new chapter in my life bring? I don't know. But I'm ready....

I think.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010


Sometimes I'm just the best friend. The one everyone can talk to. I don't even mind! I love having best friends to talk to about anything. To have those inside jokes with. The ones who laugh for no reason, but to laugh. But once in awhile, I would like to be the leading lady. The pretty one. The one who gets noticed. I wanna be the one someone gets nervous around, who stumbles over his words. Whose lips were meant to say my name. And you know what?

I don't think it's that huge of a request. To be noticed, that is. To have someone want us the way we want them.

I'm not saying this is all that I focus on, because it isn't. I have a life! But when everyone around is in like with someone, it gets me thinking.

When is it my turn?

xoxox, Lisha

Saturday, December 4, 2010