FREAKING OUT!!!

Okay...well there are a few reasons that I'm freaking out. Let's start from the begining! I picked up my cap and gown last week!!!! I can hardly believe it that exactly a month from today I will have graduated high school! I also can't believe that I am auditioning to speak at graduation.... who talked me into that one????

It's just all going to fast, and while I want it to be over there are some aspects of my life that I don't want to ever leave me! I love all of my friends and wish the best for them. I want the social part of high school to be with me always, but I know that it can't be. I want all play and no work! ;) But I know that my life, in alot of ways is just begining....and while I'm excited, I'm just a little bit nervous for whatever life it "all about".

Oh and I'm donating plasma in like an hour!!! AHHHHHHHHH.....

So I totally turned 18...

Yes it's true...I'm officially an adult. But what does that entail? I'm kind of nervous to be just an adult so suddenly! I'm also kind of excited because it's another chapter in my life that I want leap into without knowing what will happen next. I want to be the best person I can...and I know that with help in ALL directions I truly can be :)

Entering a drawing!

http://charactersbylois.blogspot.com

Okay so my way cool friend Lois makes these way cute letters for babies, families, and really cool people! She's having a drawing so this is my entry form haha!!! Love ya Lois!

My heart in poetry form

So basically I don't let anyone read my poetry...but here goes nothing!

Gaze

Pure and deep,

His eyes green with gold.

Does he look at mine,

Or is it a one way street?

His gaze beckons me to come but,

He grabs the hand of the girl,

He was gazing at.

Only this time

Only for a minute I

would

like to skydive.

I would love to dive

into the sky

and just fall.

Only once could I tell you,

"I love you".

Not now, but sometime,

In this lifetime.

Only this time.

Jewels

A single, sparkling

Diamond falls from a

silver sky.

It lands on my eyelash.

I blink.

It's gone.

It feels wet and fresh.

Like the jewels that go by in our lives.

The little moments,

that make our life worth living.

Don't blink so fast,

and see the shining moments

shine in front of you.

Summer Lemonade

Like a cool glass,

of ice cold lemonade

He talks to me.

That refreshing sweetness

tingles my lips.

Makes me feel like I'm the only one.

That hot sun makes me

Thirsty.

Another sip couldn't hurt.