Happy these days!

So it's been like a century since I blogged last and honestly, I missed it! I'm going to try and do it every other day! It's like therapy for me. So much has happened! Let's see if I can remember it all....

I have gone on Spring Break to DisneyLand with the Tanner and had so much fun I couldn't even see straight!
I turned 19! (Not too sure how I feel about that)
I officially have a 1 year old brother.
I have had blonde, red, and now Purple Fringe (bangs)
I checked my hours at school today and am at 1218!!!! (I need 2000)
My Tanner has moved to Orlando :/ I mean :) (Because I am being supportive and all)
I am still in LOVE with life and am currently trying this new thing where I get inspired by everything around me. So far? Not too shabby.
I am writing poetry whenever I get the chance.
I LOVE cutting hair!
My next career move is still undecided!
Last but not least, I am still currently....available ;)

I think that about covers it. I am trying so hard everyday to do what is right. At times, I'm not gonna lie it is really challenging!!! I am truly blessed to have AMAZING people by my side to help me through this crazy journey I call my life. :) I don't know what I would do without them.

Love, Lisha ;)

This crazy road

Sometimes I think I'm so sure about what I want out of life. I make every step with perfect grace and the universe takes over and it all turns out wonderful....then sometimes it doesn't. Hearts break, people walk away and all you're left with is you. You and God are all you can rely on. I'm so blessed to have great people surrounding me all of the time. I love my family and friends, they are such a support to me. People take things for granted, and I don't wanna be one of those people. Life is too short to not tell someone "I love you" or "I was thinking about you". Do it today. Right now. You never know when it's the last time. You never know where life may take you. ENJOY the ride! Dream like there is no tomorrow....laugh like no one can hear you. SMILE like it's going out of style.

FuNnY vALeNtiNe

So Valentine's day is soooon! And I don't have a REAL Valentine...but can't wait for the day when I really do. I can't wait to find that someone who I think is so special that I never wanna lose them, and they feel the same way. That one person who I can't stop thinking about...that one person who holds my hand just because. I'm a hopeless romantic...can you tell? :) One day it'll happen, but until then I'll just wait. I'll make myself the best person I can be, wanting them to do the same. Have you ever thought about that? That somewhere on this planet, is someone walking around breathing, eating, dancing, writing...whatever, that is made just for you to love. I'm not convince that there is that ONE person for everyone, but there are people better suited for you than others. I do believe in soulmates....people who are so compatible it's kind of scary. That all they have to do is look at each other and know each other's thoughts. And I can't wait for the day when someone knows exactly what I'm thinking....without me saying a word :)

Am I living up to my full potential?

"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me.-Erma Brombeck

How wonderfully fulfilling that would be, to know that you had done everything to the best of your ability? That you shared your strengths and talents every chance you got. You developed the things you were struggling with and truly knew the meeting of humility. I try my hardest everyday to think about what I could be doing better, what can I do to help someone else today? It's so weird to be in your own little bubble, listening to the soundtrack of your life in your head when someone stops you and says "Thanks. You don't know how much that meant to me." When honestly I don't even know what I did! Sometimes I feel invisible. Like I can see everyone, and forget that I'm being watched. I'm being watched all the time, even when I don't really want to be. People look to see what the "mormon girl" does. It really does make me laugh because, I make so many mistakes!!! I'm not perfect by any means but it's funny to see girls at school reactions when I don't wanna get wasted over the weekend....
I sure hope that to someone I'm an example, a friend to those who need it, and a shoulder to cry on. I know life isn't always easy, but it's sure easier to deal with when someone is beside you knowing exactly what you feel like.